so i haven't really been able to concentrate the past week or two.

it's awful i know. it's that point where i've lost interest in school and have started to become bored with the subject material. i just don't have the motivation to get things done that i want to get done. and i miss everyone so much. encounter is next weekend though, so i'll get to see lots of people! :)

halloween is this weekend! and well, i'm not a big halloween person, but there's some tradition that goes along with it... like watching movies... you know, Rock Horror Picture Show, Quackbusters, It's the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown, and a few other things. so my weekend is somewhat planned out.

i'm actually pretty tired, so i think i'll be getting to sleep. after studying for Bio, and then writing out my script for my ASL midterm.

i miss my friends who are all at least 75 miles away. it saddens me.

but then seeing them makes me all the happier :)

i actually WANT to write a bucket list. it's something i'll get around to i know. I'd stop going to school probably and concentrate all of my time and effort into on stage endeavors and writing. i'd sit down at the piano everyday and pour my heart into music. i'd spend time with friends and family, and do my best to realize my dreams. i'd tell everyone how i feel about them, and be honest. i'd rather leave an impression on someone (even if it's telling them that i see them in a negative light) than have them speculate about me or my opinions. i'd love and live with every fiber of my being.